Wankage

[kiramaru7]

kira is now massively POed over the wankage that's been going. If you're on my freinds list & you have issues with someone else there, I don't care, I don't want to hear it, it's upsetting becasue I thought we were all adults here. I DO NOT want to be dragged into it, I DO NOT want my name taken in vain over it, I DO NOT want to be put in a position where I have to choose sides because I ain't choosing yours!!

If you can't act like an adult then do us both a favor & unfrisnd me right now & leave me the hell alone!! I am sick of the bullshit that's been handed to me, to point where I feel physically ill from it. Thsi si my refuge from REAL LIFE and I don't appreciate the hassels & the nonsense from there being dragged in here.

Comments

[furousha.livejournal.com]

i have no idea what is going on. i'm sorry all of this is happening though. it sucks. <33

*luffs you*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

X-chan, you are so much better off not knowing what's going on. It does suck, cuz I am sooo freaking stressed out from this crap it's not even funny, & I don't liek it one bit.

*huggles* I luv you too.

[tasukigirl78.livejournal.com]

*huggles* You know I am always around for you ^_^

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I know! And I'm sooo glad you are! *glomp*

[mythnlynx.livejournal.com]

I don't know what's going on, but it's making me sick at heart just to hear about it.

*huggles*

[rebukes.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it totally sucks to be expected to take sides in something that doesn't directly involve you. Sometimes, the best thing you can do is simply tell people "I don't want to hear it", which you've clearly done here.

But sadly, some people can fight their own battles, while others need an army. Way of the world, I guess.

Don't let internet bullshit stress you out too much, K? In the end, it has no real consequence relating to anything of importance. &hearts

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

Tell me about it... I hope they listen.

*nods* I know... I just hate the manipulative BS that's going on.

I know, but I cna't seem to get away from it. I feel like I'm being fought over on one hand & used as pawn in other people's BS on the other. I just want OUT! Becasue you're right. It is of no importance in the grans scheme of things, but why must I be involved? I never asked to be...

[madmistress65.livejournal.com]

I know we don't know each other very well ... yet ... and I haven't a clue as to what's going on either, but if you need to talk, I'm here for ya. You can find me on IM. All you have to do is holla! :D

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

I know... and I appreciate the offer. Trust me you're mkuch better off not knwoing. It's so stuid & childish, and I'm asking is for the nonsense to stop.

*huggles*Thank you.

[madmistress65.livejournal.com]

Anytime, babe. *huggs*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

[enemytosleep]

*hugs*

I hate hearing you so upset. I really hope this shit gets straightened out soon.

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

It's starting to.... at least one half of the mess is all fixed. ;D

[inuyashaloverr.livejournal.com]

kira!! damn go off for surgery and come back to see this. dunno what it be about, and not my business either, but hope you feel better from it all soon. just remember, dun sweat the small stuff which wanakage usually is. huggzz

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

OMG!! I didn't know you went for surgery!! *huggles* Are you okay?

I'm feeling better now that I got everything out in the open, or as open I will let it be, because any more would simply add to the wanakge. ^^;

I'm getting soem plushies from Notoes & that's done wonders to make me happy. ;D


*huggles*

[inuyashaloverr.livejournal.com]

would like to get one from notoes, soon maybe.

and yea, had sugery last thursday on shoulder.. it just hurts! dun mind typos am typeing with left hand to which i suck at, lol. and no, dun feed the wankers it not worth it. like i said , dun sweat the small stuff. hugzzz...

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*nods* yeha... I got them to cheer me up. ;D

WOW... It's almost a week later & it still hurts? It must ahve been major surgy. *carefully huggles you* I'm not going to feed the wankers as I've ahd ti with them.

Feel better!! *luvs*

[inuhanyounikkie.livejournal.com]

I can completely relate to your feelings.

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles* Thanks Nikki!

[jinxy-sama.livejournal.com]

I feel the same exact way. This place is supposed to be for fun. Let's make it a fun place again, eh? *brings out machete* Huh, huh? Come on. :)

Seriously. I adore you. I hate to see you in pain. *gentle hugs* Feel better, Dear.

[plumespixie2.livejournal.com]

:(

"Thats what friends are for - through thick and thin who stand together through the wank and hate"

Your words, that mean a lot to me, and always will.

I'm very sad about all this, especially now that I have MULTIPLE friends who are hurting. I myself have done EVERYTHING I can to 'make it better' with EVERYONE - I have forgiven things, appologized for things, and NEVER ONCE said anything 'bad' about people, even when others may have said I 'had a right to'...

Others have made choices that I may not support, some have chosen to not trust or forgive as easily, but I can't control that.

There are some people who just LIKE wank and hate - and there are others who, if they dislike someone, they have a REASON - a reason I may not agree with - but I *do* understand. I can't MAKE anyone LIKE anyone else... even if I WISH I could make it all go away - it is not my place to tell others they don't have the right to feel hurt by people's actions - even if *I* am choosing not be hurt by them.

I am at a loss of what to do?

Please, Kira... even if you don't agree with a friend, at least try to UNDERSTAND that friend before you give up on them totally - as there is someone we both know who ADORES you, TRULY ADORES YOU - and is very upset right now.

I've said/done everything I'm going to say on that issue... it's out of my hands and not really my business... I just want EVERYONE to be friends.

<3
PP

[saraste-impi.livejournal.com]

*big hugs* I'm so sorry dear.

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles* Thanks...

[peachmomoko.livejournal.com]

Bleck! >:(

Buck up, gal. This shit isn't worth stressing over. If you start reading something icky just hit the back arrow and unfriend the bugger. No one should have to deal with this shit, especially not someone as sweet as you!

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

Yeha... Things seems to be sorted out now...I hope. ^^; And thanks! *huggles*

[saraste-impi.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm hoping it will all clear over soon. Hang in there. You should not be dragged into it at all. I feel sorry for you. Why must all the precious and sweet people hurt so?

*hugs more*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

It seems to be over. I think someone is angry at me because I won't talk to someone else because of all the mess, but too bad. Things are quieter now & I feel happier than I have in days. ;D

*huggles* I heard you were having some bad days too while I took a bit iof a break from here. I hope things are looking up for you too! *huggles* You're too sweet to be feeling down as well.

[saraste-impi.livejournal.com]

Aww!*hugsies*

Oh, that. Yeah... I was so upset since I know what some of all the badness was over. I was never involved beyond knowing but still I feel like it was the worst. But from what I've heard, things should be settling. Been such an upheaval for us all. At some points made me wonder if we were all adults or adolescents here... But now I'm better, took a break yesterday from my comp (and omg was that hard, had to sneak in and check my emails in the evening, though). Still sick, think I've caught the nice weeks lasting virus that's going around these parts...*sigh*

But all of this made me rethink myself, how I've let myself become so attached to all day long lazing about in the Net... so yesterday I honestly drew and sat on my bed and read a book. OMG!

*huggles* Hope you continue to feel happy. Also, Happy Valentines day! *glomps gnetly*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles you back*

*nods* I got only bits & pieces of some of the wankage. My names came up & I was very hurt that people would think the worst of me... Especially when I never gave them a reason to think I would behave like that. *sighs* But enough of that crap. It's over & done.

I agree. In fact I said that to one of the peopel involved.

That stinks! *hands you soem virtual chiockne soup*

OMG! We had a blackout the other day & I was sooo bored without my compy! Then again, since we ahd no power I couldn't watch tv or read, as reading by candlelight gave me a sore head. ^^;


Thanks! I hope you are feeling happy too!! *glomsp you gently* Happy Vday to you!!