*Cries*

[kiramaru7]

Today, I had to put poor lil Ban aka Chicken Nuggets to sleep. He was very ill & the vet said he didn't think he'd get better. He said that there was a good possibility Ban would die, just from wrapping him up to get an X-ray, so I decided to give him the final kindness and put him to sleep. I buried him out back next to Jaki & Mel in a spot near the house, where when it snows, I open the window & put food out for the birds there on the ground & the window ledge. It's a spot where a dove died & went back into the earth & wild flowers grow. They vet's office gave me a lil clay imprint of his Ban's feet & they put a couple of his pretty blue feathers on it, with a lil prayer/ story about the rainbow bridge so I can remember him. They put Chicken Nuggets on it as that was the name I gave them for him, since he came to be known by that after Jaki died. I miss him so much... *cries*

Comments

[prismatika27.livejournal.com]

*hugs tightly and cries with you* I’m so, so sorry. After I got your message on DC last night, I couldn’t stop thinking about you and your feather baby. I wish I was there so I could give you a real hug. My heart is broken for you. *hugs again*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*Cries & holds on tight* Thanks. Awe... he was suffering & I know I did the right thing.I wish you were here too. Awe... *sniffles & hugs you back*

[prismatika27.livejournal.com]

You’re welcome. I’m glad he’s not suffering any more, but I hate that he’s gone. Now you’re suffering and it drives me nuts that there isn’t anything I can do. *hugs more*

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's okay, I'm feeling a lot better about it, knowing he's not suffering. Awe... *HUGGLES*