awesomeness

I've been feeling a bit down lately and I can't seem to get my self esteem back up to to where I don't feel completely useless. ^^; So I spent the day amusing myself by writing for myself, something Kat suggested I do. And while I still have a ton of things to knock off on my writing to do list, which is probably not helping me any, I did write my first Prumano fic! vampirenaomi writes some awesome Prumano and after her latest, I decided to try my hand at it for the "bite" prompt at Hentai Contest. XD Loving Spamano as much as I do, I did have a bit of trouble getting it started, but I think I did okay with it. I'm also going try my hand at writing some PruRus. I found a pic I liked by an artist whose work I love at DA & she's got a thing for that pairing. XD She also loved the PruAus fic I wrote for Hentai's "Glasses" prompt, so hopefully she'll like this fic too. I also managed to write for Koinuchaos' last prompt of the summer, all I need to do is read it over. :D I still wish I felt the pull to write IY that I once had, but I don't. *sighs* Still mixing it up & writing for characters that I didn't really write for before does help. I just wish more people would write there. *sighs*

I also got a CB Ice egg from my wifey-chan, Sakura! YAY! So things are starting to look a lil better, but I still wish I felt better about my writing than I do. *sighs* Like I said, having that huge to do list isn't helping. ^^; Maybe it's just an artistic thing, where you just feel like you suck no matter how well you do at it. *sighs* Who knows? *shrugs* Maybe I should do what Kat also suggested & write for SPN Big Pretzel. XD While they are the nicest bunch of people over there, I have no idea what to write, although, I'm thinking something with the wee!chesters. Maybe I'll write to my pic. XD

Anyway... I guess you're all sick of my whine & cheese fest so I'll stop now & try & write.